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With Sen. Sonny Angara at Wanderland Fest

Tue, 21 May 2013 06:39:00 -0400

With Sen. Sonny Angara at Wanderland Fest

How do I tell someone I don’t like him? How do I even know that I don’t? You know...

Mon, 20 May 2013 09:26:47 -0400

How do I tell someone I don’t like him? How do I even know that I don’t? You know it’s always like this, when things starts to get serious, I bail out. I’m interested at first because he doesn’t feel the same way about me, but whenever someone starts to show some interest, I don’t know, I just start to turn around and run the other way. I want to feel loved, I want to inhale it and let it run through my veins, but what if it poisons me? I’ve been there and it’s not a pretty sight.

Feelings really are dumb.

News!

Mon, 20 May 2013 08:22:01 -0400

staff:

Everyone, I’m elated to tell you that Tumblr will be joining Yahoo.

Before touching on how awesome this is, let me try to allay any concerns: We’re not turning purple. Our headquarters isn’t moving. Our team isn’t changing. Our roadmap isn’t changing. And our mission – to empower creators to make their best work and get it in front of the audience they deserve – certainly isn’t changing.

So what’s new? Simply, Tumblr gets better faster. The work ahead of us remains the same – and we still have a long way to go! – but with more resources to draw from.

Yahoo is the original Internet company, and Marissa and her team share our dream to make the Internet the ultimate creative canvas. I couldn’t be more excited to have her help. We also share a vision for Tumblr’s business that doesn’t compromise the community and product we love. Plus both our logos end with punctuation!

As always, everything that Tumblr is, we owe to this unbelievable community. We won’t let you down.

Fuck yeah,
David

I was about to say “No” then I saw the complimentary close of the letter. How can you say no to that

Bryce Loski: When she walked out of the door, I felt back to...

Mon, 20 May 2013 03:15:04 -0400

Bryce Loski: When she walked out of the door, I felt back to the first time I saw her. How could anybody, ever, have wanted to run away from Juli Baker?

Juli Baker: He looked at me with those eyes, those once again dazzling eyes. And I knew that Bryce Loski is still walking around with my first kiss. But it wouldn’t be for long. As we stood there, I realized that all these years, we never really talked. But that day, we started.

Bryce Loski: And I knew we’d be talking for a long time.

“You should know the space is holyDo you really want to...

Sun, 19 May 2013 11:29:24 -0400

“You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?”

When I like someone, I don’t want them to have the slightest idea of what I feel. I like...

Thu, 16 May 2013 06:51:37 -0400

When I like someone, I don’t want them to have the slightest idea of what I feel. I like admiring people at a safe distance, like an invisible admirer. Because seriously, I don’t need them to like me back or something. That’s not why I liked them at the first place.

I like someone because of their talent. The way they put passion into things. Or the way they doesn’t seem to care about what others might think. The way they read their book and put all their attention into it like it’s the only thing that exists. The way they drink coffee like it the blood that flows through their veins. The way they lit up a room when they smile. So sincere and so warm. I may be attracted by their faith. Whether it may be to their religion, or their faith in humanity. It’s really not just about the looks. To tell you honestly, looks doesn’t matter most of the time. It’s their personality really that makes it hard for you to look the other way.

There’s a special kind of joy when you feel something for someone without expecting anything in return. And I don’t know, sometimes it scares me when they acknowledge it. Like it lessens the rarity of the moment. Maybe it’s because of the chance that they might start acting differently once they know. Once they become more aware. And it just ruins it.

I hope you don’t think that I’m some sort of a stalker. It’s not like that. It’s just that there so much to admire in this world and it’s even more amazing when they’re unaware of their own beauty.

I try to see my very early schedule for my shoot tomorrow (Acting All Grown Up) as God prepping me...

Wed, 15 May 2013 10:06:47 -0400

I try to see my very early schedule for my shoot tomorrow (Acting All Grown Up) as God prepping me for the real thing. At least, it’s better to see it that way than bringing up my pessimism and saying that the universe is screwing with me again.

I need to sleep for real. So, good night.

P.S.
I know my posts lately are either so absurd and senseless or I’m spamming your dashboards with my face, but I guess this is one of the perks of ‘getting a life’. Hang in there, I might go back to my old self soon. Or not. But I hope I can write something more entertaining than this next time. Bye for now.

@ the most comfortable comfort room I’ve ever been ever...

Wed, 15 May 2013 06:58:25 -0400

@ the most comfortable comfort room I’ve ever been ever ever ever getting back together

Tomorrow is the start of the filming of my first movie ever called, “Acting All...

Tue, 14 May 2013 11:14:00 -0400

Tomorrow is the start of the filming of my first movie ever called, “Acting All Grown-up”.

I now have to rest and force myself to sleep because if not, I would be an ugly ‘walker’ tomorrow and that’s already made into a TV series.

sleeepovaaaaaah wid mah ~bEsTiE~

Mon, 13 May 2013 14:36:38 -0400

sleeepovaaaaaah wid mah ~bEsTiE~

so bored like ye

Sun, 12 May 2013 09:43:39 -0400

so bored like ye

“And I told you to be patient,And I told you to be fine,And I told you to be balanced,And I...

Sun, 12 May 2013 03:30:21 -0400

“And I told you to be patient,
And I told you to be fine,
And I told you to be balanced,
And I told you to be kind,
And now all your love is wasted,
Then who the hell was I?
‘Cause now I’m breaking at the bridges,
And at the end of all your lies.

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
And who will fall far behind?”

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Sun, 12 May 2013 03:17:52 -0400

protagonistdjphaw: Tigil-tigilan niyo nga ‘yan “Push mo ‘yan!” na ‘yan. Ano akala mo sa kausap mo?...

Sat, 11 May 2013 08:29:17 -0400

protagonistdjphaw:

Tigil-tigilan niyo nga ‘yan “Push mo ‘yan!” na ‘yan. Ano akala mo sa kausap mo? Pinto? Push ampucha. Pag ‘yan nag-evolve pa sa #pushmuch. Pupush ko kayong lahat sa ilalim ng bulkan. Ang conyo, tipong “I don’t have money nga kasi, like pushtahan pa tayo eh.” Pusha kayong lahat.

‘Push mo yan, teh!’ -.-

Up until now, I’m still lost for words to describe what...

Sat, 11 May 2013 07:39:18 -0400

Up until now, I’m still lost for words to describe what happened during the last four days. I’m still a little high above the clouds and glimpses of those nights still lingers in my mind.

To tell you honestly, I wasn’t really that “spiritual” as a kid. I’ve always known and believed that there’s a higher power above us but whenever talks about that come up, I really don’t know what else to say. I’m the kind of person who hates routines (and lots of other things), and going to the Catholic Church with the same old homily that most of the time ends up with snide remarks to Politics/Government, made me somehow lose my interest in attending masses.

But no matter how much I deny that I didn’t need saving, my soul craves for that spirituality that it deserves, Regardless of religion, people should be able to find something spiritual to believe in. And as I jump and sing and cry (a little), my heart out last night, I can say to myself that I’ve found it. I am filled with God’s grace and glory and I’m not going to shy away from it.

I’m not perfect in any way, I’m not a saint. There are times that I feel like I’m not deserving to be forgiven, to be loved and to be blessed but He still chose to do so anyway. So, I won’t be afraid to receive all of it. I’m not afraid to receive Him. He showed me the way to this place. To where I am now. And although a part of me knows that there will still be bumps along the road, I am not afraid to go on. I don’t know how long this feeling would last until fear gets back to me, but at least, I have this place to go back to when the road feels a bit shaky again.

@New Life Christian Center, Alabangthe very reason why I feel...

Sat, 11 May 2013 04:02:55 -0400

@New Life Christian Center, Alabang
the very reason why I feel fulfilled to the core

yes i’m smiling but the truth is my nose is running

Thu, 09 May 2013 11:26:49 -0400

yes i’m smiling but the truth is my nose is running

Thank You for that beautiful post. I feel like I can die and feel that I have achieved something in my life. Love you bits! Can't wait to see you and spoil you to death. :)

Thu, 09 May 2013 10:30:58 -0400

Been missing you so much these past few days kasi. Love you 5everrr!

Have you experienced just meeting someone but you feel like you’ve known them for the...

Thu, 09 May 2013 02:56:01 -0400

Have you experienced just meeting someone but you feel like you’ve known them for the rest of your life? I got my tooth extracted a few days ago and I can’t help but lay on that side when I sleep. So everytime I wake up, one side of my cheeks is sore.

Oh, right. Sorry got distracted.

So, I met this girl a year ago and I have no idea that under her facade of quirkiness lies a completely different person. It wasn’t until she went back to her family abroad that we started really talking to each other. Whenever I get to hang out with her and my friend’s family, there was never a downtime. She’s the epitome of ‘fun’. I didn’t know anything about her then, except that she’s smart, she likes reading books and she’s independent. Still, I get the feeling that there’s more to that girl.

I think the first time that we really clicked was when we’re about to go home and I suddenly sang The Used’s I Caught Fire and she said that it was her favorite band of all time. My radar for possible friendship went nuts. Then she had to go back to Bahrain and that was when we started really talking. I didn’t know I could find another person who has the same, although not entirely, personality as me. And it’s really convenient because sometimes, we don’t have to explain a lot of things to each other because you just feel like you already know. It’s crazy, really, to find someone who feels like they have always been there with you all along, but you’re only finding out now. She can pass for a sister, a best friend, a soul mate even a fairy godmother of some sort.

It’s not surprising that happy people often are the ones who are serious in life. They put up this mask of permanent smiles, to hide the chaos inside their minds. And I was just lucky that this person trusted me enough to have a glimpse of her deeper side. It’s not easy to unravel your mask to someone you barely know. For all my life, I’ve learned not to trust people easily. I got these walls built up around me and they got all these security checks that would take a person a million years to get in.

But to see someone break their own walls for you, somehow it made you reconsider your rules. And I guess, that’s what all of us needed. We needed someone who would make us take a long hard look at ourselves and really think about our outlook in life. The truth is, we don’t really need a lot of friends or people in our lives. Just the right amount is good. And I’m glad that I found someone worth a ton of people. I mean, how rare is it to find someone with a good sense of humor, great taste in music and gives you free books?

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Thu, 09 May 2013 02:12:50 -0400