Could it be worse?

        For the last 2 hours, I keep telling myself that I would sleep after five minutes and now it’s 3 o’clock so.. yeah.

        I’m a person who always reminisce. As much as I hate it, there’s pretty much nothing I can do about it. Just now, I was scanning my photo albums in my Facebook account, and remembered every single detail about every picture in it. Some are good memories, while some I wish to forget. There are a lot of things I want to change in the past if given the chance. I don’t know.. Sometimes, I don’t like the person I am today. And during those times of self-loathing, I remember every mistake that I wish I could take back. But then again, if one thing will change, I’m sure as hell that everything will do as well. It’s like a domino effect. A small change causes a change to one thing, which then will cause another change to another thing, and so on. And I wouldn’t want that to happen. There are tiny bits in my past that I will always cherish and I will always be glad that it happened. Those little fragments are the ones that will always make me proud to look back.


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